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Nothing Else Matters
don't own the X Files and I don't own Nothing Else Matters I am just enjoying and appreciating them.
“Scully check your email.”
Mulder was looking at her from across the desk. He held a rubber band ball and was tossing it from hand to hand.
Scully was doing actual work on her laptop but decided to humor him. In the email was a link that led her to youtube.
Music started playing and Scully noticed that it was apart of a playlist called “One in 7 Billion”.
The current song was ‘Ho Hey’ by The Lumineers. Scully gave him a small smirk and met him with a questioning eyebrow.
“It’s a youtube playlist I made for you. It’s the kind of thing the kids do these days instead of mix tapes.” Mulder tried to act casual but Scully could tell he was nervous.
It had been two weeks since he’d asked her on a date. Which sounded strange for a married couple but it was the only way they were going to get back to normal. So they were doing all
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Night Terror
I have always had very vivid dreams and I am fascinated by accounts of prophetic dreams and the like. This has more to do with nightmares. It is really based on a song by Laura Marling called “Night Terror” which is where I got the name.
This song has always reminded me of Mulder and Scully. A lot of that comes from the protective nature that Scully has toward Mulder that is similar to the narrator of the song.
The part about her waking up on a bench on a street (a real one in London) also tends to make me think of how they are always away from home and how she is often waking up in strange places with Mulder as the only constant.
Hope I do the song justice!
Disclaimer: I don’t own the X Files
Night Terror
“I woke up and he was screaming, I’d left him dreaming.
I roll over and shake him tightly and whisper if they want you, oh, they’re gonna have to fight me.
Oh, fight me.”
I had been working with Mulder a short time when I first heard his scre
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“Scully check your email.”
Mulder was looking at her from across the desk. He held a rubber band ball and was tossing it from hand to hand.
Scully was doing actual work on her laptop but decided to humor him. In the email was a link that led her to youtube.
Music started playing and Scully noticed that it was apart of a playlist called “One in 7 Billion”.
The current song was ‘Ho Hey’ by The Lumineers. Scully gave him a small smirk and met him with a questioning eyebrow.
“It’s a youtube playlist I made for you. It’s the kind of thing the kids do these days instead of mix tapes.” Mulder tried to act casual but Scully could tell he was nervous.
It had been two weeks since he’d asked her on a date. Which sounded strange for a married couple but it was the only way they were going to get back to normal. So they were doing all of the things that normal people at the start of a relationship do. Scully supposed that included mix tapes- or playlists as the case may be.
“That’s sweet Mulder.” Scully said with a genuine smile. She was charmed by how boyish he looked sitting there waiting for her response.
“Well you can download it to your phone or you know find the songs and put it on Spotify or whatever…”
Scully put aside her laptop and leaned forward to kiss his cheek, “Thank you.”
Mulder cupped her cheek and was going to say something else when his phone rang.
He cursed under his breath and reached for his phone. Seeing that it was Skinner he answered giving her an apologetic look. He soon left the room arguing with their boss. Scully was uninterested in their argument but wanted to hear more of the playlist.
There was a pause in the music and a new song started and it was instrumental. She knew it from somewhere but she couldn’t place where.
The cords were hauntingly beautiful.
Scully sat silently and listened to the intro trying to remember the song.

‘So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters’

As soon as the lyrics reached her ears she remembered. A rainy night a long time ago on a stake out. They were just getting to know each other and it was still slightly awkward. Mulder had turned on the radio and ‘Nothing Else Matters’ came on. They’d both listened quietly and enjoyed it.
When the eerie melody stopped they sat silent for some time.
That was not the only time they heard the poignant song together. It had become a near staple of their stakeouts.

‘Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters’

She sang softly to the words ‘trust I seek and find in you’ and remembered a terrifying time in their lives when it felt like everyone was out to get them. It was not long after Melissa’s death and Scully was traumatized. They had been driving back from their meeting with Skinner in the middle of nowhere.
Scully was worried that Mulder was angry with her but she needed to see her sister, she needed to be there for her mother. Bill was deployed and Charlie was God knows where. She was looking out the window when Mulder turned on the radio.
The song was right at that part and Scully began to cry. Mulder reached for her hand and their eyes met for a moment. They knew that they could only trust each other.

‘Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know’

In the hospital Mulder had gifted her with a mix tape and Scully grinned like a schoolgirl when he gave it to her. The memory was still fresh in her mind. She would play it when he was apart from her to remember that he was always with her. The first song on the playlist was ‘Nothing Else Matters’.
Scully remembered how that had given her a teary smile at the time. It was Mulder’s way of telling her not to give up. His way of reminding her of who she was, who they were.

‘I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Nothing else matters’

The warm tears that were running down her face did nothing to bring Scully back to reality.
She remembered one lazy morning with him after they had evolved their relationship. It was when things were simple, before he was abducted.
There was no reason to get out of bed that day but when the radio alarm went off they left it because of the song that was playing. The song that had become their own, ‘Nothing Else Matters’.
Scully’s head rested against his chest and she listened to his heartbeat with the song as he ran his fingers through her hair and pressed his lips to the top of her head.

‘Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know, yeah!

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters’

Scully was so enthralled that she wasn’t aware of Mulder until his voice broke her retrieve.
“Our song.” He said simply from behind her.
Scully nodded and tried to compose herself before he saw her face. Her instinct was to jump up and kiss him but she fought that for as long as she could. As the song came to an end though she couldn’t resist.
His arms came around her waist easily and they shared a real kiss for the first time in a year.
She pulled away breathless, “Can I come home?” She hated the desperation she heard in her voice.
Mulder looked at her flustered, “I thought you wanted to-“
She cut him off, “I know what I said but if you… I just want to go home.”
Mulder smiled and kissed her softly, “That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
Nothing Else Matters
Song fic based off the song Nothing Else Matters. Scully remembers her relationship with Mulder through the years. 
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It had been years since I’d really felt like a woman but the look in Mulder’s eyes when I took my bra off nearly made me orgasm on the spot. He’d taken my breasts in his hands and rubbed his thumbs over my nipples in a way that made my back arch at an impossible angle.

Quickly, I relieved him of his shirt and I ran my hands up and down his lightly haired chest and stomach. I lightly scratched my fingernails against his abs and smiled at the way he moaned. He was about to grab me but I moved fast and pinned his hands above his head.

I licked a trail up his chest and felt him shiver. I sucked my way up his neck to his lips, paying special attention to his defined jaw that I had admired for years.

He tasted salty and manly. I loved it. His erection was poking against my thigh and I felt it twitch as I lightly bit the skin on his jaw. The feeling of my breasts moving so slowly against his chest hair was sublime and convinced me that I was an idiot for not doing this years ago.

His hands were in my hair and he was trying to move me up to his lips but I was not going to rush. My seduction of Fox Mulder had taken far too long and I wanted to enjoy it. During the day he got to be the boss. He got to decide where to go and he got to drive but now I was in charge. And he was begging me for it.

We were finally making love for the first time and I was not going to let him rush this. Our job was so dangerous we’re not guaranteed tomorrow so tonight I planned to map every inch of his body with my hands and tongue.

He’d started it but I was going to finish it.

I made my way to his lips and kissed him with an open mouth and drove my tongue into his mouth. He responded immediately by sliding his own tongue against mine and I felt another twitch on my thigh that made me smile against his lips.
I removed my tongue and bit his lower lip eliciting a groan from him. My hand left small scratch marks down his stomach and I began to move downwards again.
My tongue and lips left wet tracks against his skin as I went and Mulder made sounds that were right out of my dreams.
A trail of hair led me to my goal and suddenly Mulder stiffened as he realized my plan.
“Sculleee…” He whispered through clenched teeth.
His erection was sticking straight out and I made a slow attack. First I ran my tongue up the underside of his penis and swirled at the head. My hands found his balls and he hissed. Mulder’s body jerked when my lips came around his erection and he finally spoke up.
“Scully I will not last if you do this.”
He wasn’t saying no.
I considered this as I moved slowly up and down tasting the saltiness of his pre cum.
The deal breaker was the fact that I had never felt Mulder inside of me and I knew that I would be disappointed if I made him blow his load before then.
There was also a part of me that wanted badly for him to come inside of me. I wanted that closeness with him. I wanted to feel him inside me, apart of me. So I moved back up to his lips.
He licked his own cum from my lips and it drove me wild.
I began to move over him when he made me pause.
“Scully just give me a second.”
His eyes were closed as he tried to regain control. I ran my hand over his cheek and smiled at him. He opened his eyes to meet mine and we just looked at each other for a moment.
“I love you.” I said to him, finally speaking.
I could see that this admission shocked him. He had to know I loved him and I knew he loved me but he had not believed that I would be the first to say it.
I took advantage of his surprise with a grin and began to lower myself over him. The process was slow as both of us needed to move at a glacial pace.
Privately I wondered how long it had been for him. Ed Jerse had been my last and it had not been impressive. At least nothing like this.
But then again nothing with Mulder was ever mediocre.
I began to pick up the speed as soon as I adjusted and he was ready. My body was close to his as I slid up and down and his hands held my hips in place.
The feeling of my breast giggling against his chest was incredible.
As we began to move even faster I sat up straighter and braced myself against the headboard.
I felt his hand squeeze in between our bodies and find my clit and I knew it was only a matter of seconds. I could tell by his face that he was almost there as well.
We came together, he yelled my name and I shut my eyes tight against the wave of sensation and emotion.
After we continued to move slowly against each other until finally he slipped out of me. I slithered back down to lay my head on his chest. His heart was beating fast and we were both out of breath.
One of his hands rested on my hip and the other at the back of my head, fingers running through my hair.
“I love you too. But I think you knew that.” He said smiling down at me.
My response was simply to kiss him softly and nuzzle closer to him.
I fell asleep to the sound of his heart beating steadily under me.
I have always had very vivid dreams and I am fascinated by accounts of prophetic dreams and the like. This has more to do with nightmares. It is really based on a song by Laura Marling called “Night Terror” which is where I got the name.
This song has always reminded me of Mulder and Scully. A lot of that comes from the protective nature that Scully has toward Mulder that is similar to the narrator of the song.
The part about her waking up on a bench on a street (a real one in London) also tends to make me think of how they are always away from home and how she is often waking up in strange places with Mulder as the only constant.
Hope I do the song justice!


Disclaimer: I don’t own the X Files



Night Terror



“I woke up and he was screaming, I’d left him dreaming.
I roll over and shake him tightly and whisper if they want you, oh, they’re gonna have to fight me.
Oh, fight me.”

I had been working with Mulder a short time when I first heard his screams through our adjoining wall. I quickly rolled out of bed and grabbed for my gun. We had taken to giving each other spare keys and, if we had adjoining rooms, leaving the door unlocked.
I stood by and listened for a moment to him groaning as if he were in pain and I slowly opened the door. He was tangled up in his sheets with his eyes closed and his face twisted in pain. “Samantha…” He called out and I realized that he was having a nightmare.
My doctor’s mind knew not to wake him but I wondered how I was going to be able to sleep knowing he was in such pain in the next room.
I watched him for a moment as he tossed and turned and went weakly back to my room and a sleepless night.
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“I woke up on a bench on Sheperd’s Bush Green.
Oh, a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee.
I got up and it was dark, there’s no one in the park at this hour.
How do I keep finding myself here?
Oh, fight me.”


Over the years we have spent countless nights in the hospital holding all night visuals next to each others beds.
One night I have always remembered was when I was dying. The cancer was eating my body and I knew that it was a death sentence.
Sometimes I would wake up and Mulder would be nowhere in sight and I would not see him for days and other times I would wake and he would be right there. Many times he would be awake and reading a book or just thinking but that night he was asleep.
His hand was laying over mine and I smiled until I saw his face which was not at peace. I turned my hand over and laced my fingers through his. He quickly opened his eyes, still half asleep. “Are you okay?” He asked.
I smiled at him and just nodded and hoped he would go back to sleep.
He did very quickly after making sure I was telling the truth.
I don’t know how long I watched him but I eventually fell asleep.
When I woke up he was gone.
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“If I look back and he is screaming, I’d left him dreaming.
The dangers fade.
And I’ll run back and shake him tightly and scream If they want him, oh, they’re gonna have to fight me.
Oh, fight me.”

Our transition from platonic to romantic was nearly seamless.
It was like that was always how it was meant to be. At night we always needed to be touching even if it was just my foot on his leg or our fingers twined together.
The ghosts of the past and the constant fear of losing the other haunted us both.
Some nights I would awaken to the feel of his arms gathering me close to him. He would be breathing fast and covered in a think sheen of sweat. Depending on how bad it was I would feel a few tears on his face. I
would kiss them away while he assured himself that I was real and there with him.
On the nights when I would wake needing him I would bury my face into his chest and say silent prayers of thanks that he was there holding me.
The mutual terrors just moved us closer to each other.
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“But if I wake up on a bench on Shepherd’s Bush Green.
Oh, a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee.
I’ll roll over and hold him tightly and scream If you want him, oh, your gonna have to fight me.
Oh, fight me.”

When the sound of the choppers faded and our heartbeats slowed Mulder looked at me with an expression that held fear and excitement.
We found a dingy motel that brought back many memories. I
looked into his face that was just inches from mine and despite everything I was at peace.
He pulled me closer and, eyes closed, kissed showered my face with kisses and finally met my mouth and I melted into him.
Hours later I awoke with my head on his bare chest and looked up and met his eyes.
We were finally together and for that night we held on tight and pushed away the darkness.

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